yeah, i know, who cares.
i definatly need some new pictures of myself... i am so fucking sick of that one. my hair is longer now. i work so much that it is usually this way that my sister taught me called the messy bun.
today i wore sandals for the first time this year after waking up at 2, it felt wonderful. i love north carolina right now. sundays are the only days in a week i get to sleep past about 8, and its only 2 days i get to sleep til then cuz im up making coffee by 6:30 4 mornings a week. but that scene is great, my job rules, and the money flows. so my saturday nights are usually pretty fucked up cause i have no responsibilities on sundays. i played another show last night and the last two have been much better than the one i bitched about. and we've got lots more ahead. next week we're in boone, and we have so many friends out there who are just out of their minds... needless to say its going to be rad.
i've been trying to get as fucked up as possible in the clubs, finding different ways to sneak 40z in of course. the shows are so much fun now... the punk scene kills the hardcore scene.
what else... ya know i have to eat some dinner now so i'll finish later.
i've decided how important the bouncing souls are in my life
fucking very.
last night was bad my doubts were all i had
realizing i was alone and
trying to think of someone to phone but
none came to mind
there was nothing for me to say
that just anyone would understand
i was scared and afraid i was so alone
we're neurotic we've had it!
surround myself with people
but i am always alone
human props small talk
keeps silence from imposing my own mind
my worst enemy
it will destroy me slowly
more coffee more coffee more coffee im going numb!
we're neurotic we've had it!
its hard for me to explain
its hard to understand
all the fear and phobia that lays inside and traps this man
when im surrounded
i wanna scream, kick down the walls
destory what holds me i wanna smash it all
we're neurotic we've had it!
they were probably my age when they wrote that.
we are neurotic
i definatly need some new pictures of myself... i am so fucking sick of that one. my hair is longer now. i work so much that it is usually this way that my sister taught me called the messy bun.
today i wore sandals for the first time this year after waking up at 2, it felt wonderful. i love north carolina right now. sundays are the only days in a week i get to sleep past about 8, and its only 2 days i get to sleep til then cuz im up making coffee by 6:30 4 mornings a week. but that scene is great, my job rules, and the money flows. so my saturday nights are usually pretty fucked up cause i have no responsibilities on sundays. i played another show last night and the last two have been much better than the one i bitched about. and we've got lots more ahead. next week we're in boone, and we have so many friends out there who are just out of their minds... needless to say its going to be rad.
i've been trying to get as fucked up as possible in the clubs, finding different ways to sneak 40z in of course. the shows are so much fun now... the punk scene kills the hardcore scene.
what else... ya know i have to eat some dinner now so i'll finish later.
i've decided how important the bouncing souls are in my life
fucking very.
last night was bad my doubts were all i had
realizing i was alone and
trying to think of someone to phone but
none came to mind
there was nothing for me to say
that just anyone would understand
i was scared and afraid i was so alone
we're neurotic we've had it!
surround myself with people
but i am always alone
human props small talk
keeps silence from imposing my own mind
my worst enemy
it will destroy me slowly
more coffee more coffee more coffee im going numb!
we're neurotic we've had it!
its hard for me to explain
its hard to understand
all the fear and phobia that lays inside and traps this man
when im surrounded
i wanna scream, kick down the walls
destory what holds me i wanna smash it all
we're neurotic we've had it!
they were probably my age when they wrote that.
we are neurotic