suicidalinnc

was it something i said??

so, this is the first time i have touched a computer since i have been home i've been busy with drugs. its been alright. just... getting fucked up. which is what i had planned to do. last night the mostawesome jarred d. had me drink everclear... i was later reminded why i dont drink liquor. last night was the first time i have really partied like i know how since the beginning of the semester. i love my home a lot. but like as much as i have been surrounded by people i consider friends, i keep feeling pretty alone. i read somewhere recently this thing about how no matter what you do, who youre with, you are still alone in your head. that holds true for me a whole lot. but it is very wonderful when you all of a sudden really feel how much someone appreciates you when your head is in that state. the straub twins are real good at that.
ok hold up i have to go party at dave kivs and dave is right outside... ill finish the entry later sorry.