why does it always seem in life it 3 steps forward and then always 5 steps back?really starting to wonder with the way my life is going at this point if i will truly ever get ahead again...oh well ill keep swinging for the fences and will have to connect sometime...ive got music and a few other things so i really think its time to start cutting everybody out that insists on being a disease or just playing around with me and do what i need to do for me and stop worrying so much about other people...