sugarpill

well... *that* was fun.

i'm disappointed though. i guess i didn't plan things
well enough. didn't think things through far enough.
things didn't work as well as i'd thought, and i
forgot something entirely. and in the end... in the
end it was pretty much the same as it ever was.

and i think i had too much invested in this. i think
that i had my hopes really way up for it. because i
don't think i got as much out of it as i thought i
would. and i feel... unsatisfied.