SOMETIMES.
i miss being a dj. i miss being sexy and cool. i miss being social, getting drunk, talking to people instead of myself. i miss people-watching. i miss dancing, and music so loud that i can feel it in my chest, and the smell of cigarettes. i miss being greeted by people with a handshake and a smile, instead of verbal abuse or someone's back.
SOMETIMES.
it's so hard. i just don't know what to do.
i miss being a dj. i miss being sexy and cool. i miss being social, getting drunk, talking to people instead of myself. i miss people-watching. i miss dancing, and music so loud that i can feel it in my chest, and the smell of cigarettes. i miss being greeted by people with a handshake and a smile, instead of verbal abuse or someone's back.
SOMETIMES.
it's so hard. i just don't know what to do.