sugarloaf

i hope no one has been trying to send me messages.. i had to change my email to avoid some hacker problems but it turns out the email i ended up using doesn't send me even half of the mail i'm supposed to get.. lame.

that one boy that i hung out with last week wrote me today and asked why i've "disappeared".. now i'm confused.. i'm not sure if he really doesn't know, or if he just feels obligated to write something to me so he'll feel like less of a jerk, or if he's into mind games and gets off on knowing a girl might like him enough to get butt-hurt over him.. all three of them seem very possible at this point..

maybe i should keep my distance... if i get too attatched it'd just be one more thing to miss once i leave california.

but the sex was good...