Well I'm pooped today. I have trouble sleeping before four AM lately. And my girls got up at seven thirty this morning. And took a nap just in time for me not to be able to. Oh well I'll live.
I need to get my battery charger some clothes for me and some clothes for the girls for the weekend from the duplex I'm not living in but my stuff is located at. I want him to find us a place but I have no faith. It's not going to happen even though he promised. Which means I'm going to have to apply for state assistance. I Can't expect him or my mom to continue to buy my kids' diapers and I clearly can't depend on him. Which really sucks because I really love my boyfriend and he is a good dad aside from that. I just don't know what else to do anymore. I beg and get nothing and I can't beg anymore.
In other news since I'm not thinking about that stuff till after my birthday anymore.
It's my bday saturday. I'm trying to think of the cheapest things we can do. I'm going to get my hair dyed for sure, or rather the money for the dye. My sisters hair stylist friend is going to do it for me. Professional grade stuff, wooo. I think we're going to the hotel and then to this big ass grad party his friend is throwing on my birthday. That's ok as long as he takes me somewhere good to eat and we get some time together alone. Since it may be the last time.
Khloe is getting big trying to talk and rolling over all the time. My baby Ahika is sooo big and she's wearing a denim style diaper they are SO cute. She loves to dace to justin beiber. woo woo.
I need to get my battery charger some clothes for me and some clothes for the girls for the weekend from the duplex I'm not living in but my stuff is located at. I want him to find us a place but I have no faith. It's not going to happen even though he promised. Which means I'm going to have to apply for state assistance. I Can't expect him or my mom to continue to buy my kids' diapers and I clearly can't depend on him. Which really sucks because I really love my boyfriend and he is a good dad aside from that. I just don't know what else to do anymore. I beg and get nothing and I can't beg anymore.
In other news since I'm not thinking about that stuff till after my birthday anymore.
It's my bday saturday. I'm trying to think of the cheapest things we can do. I'm going to get my hair dyed for sure, or rather the money for the dye. My sisters hair stylist friend is going to do it for me. Professional grade stuff, wooo. I think we're going to the hotel and then to this big ass grad party his friend is throwing on my birthday. That's ok as long as he takes me somewhere good to eat and we get some time together alone. Since it may be the last time.
Khloe is getting big trying to talk and rolling over all the time. My baby Ahika is sooo big and she's wearing a denim style diaper they are SO cute. She loves to dace to justin beiber. woo woo.