Well what I thought was going to a slightly difficult time has turned into something that is becoming increasingly difficult.
Im having a very hard time figuring out what to do in life.
Ive come to the conclusion that I cant afford to live in north Hollywood any more. I also cant take living with my current roommate any more. I literally hate her very presents in the apartment. Shes lazy and completely irresponsible. She is causing rent to be late and sees it ok to go to Disneyland when she doesnt have enough money to pay rent and bills. Im living situation is causing me so much stress that my body is being effected. I dont have the finds to live alone in this area.
My job situation isnt getting any better. Ive applied to many many many places and none have called back. Ive applied all over LA, San Diego and everywhere in between. Ive also applied to places back in nor cal. I just want out of this hell Ive been living in.
like I said Im super lost in what the hell Im doing in life but as of this moment it looks like Im moving back home to the nor cal area. Ive been mulling about the idea of going back to school and doing something useful to society, that way ill have a job lol. I love makeup. I love doing special FX makeup but, its not a paying job right now. I have to start at the bottom and work my way up. The bottom doesnt pay. Ive been thinking about going to school to be a medical examiner. Why? I have no idea lol. The panic that I have no idea what Im doing and the Im lost in the middle of the ocean and no lad in sight feelings are starting to take their toll. I wish I had some guidance.
Im having a very hard time figuring out what to do in life.
Ive come to the conclusion that I cant afford to live in north Hollywood any more. I also cant take living with my current roommate any more. I literally hate her very presents in the apartment. Shes lazy and completely irresponsible. She is causing rent to be late and sees it ok to go to Disneyland when she doesnt have enough money to pay rent and bills. Im living situation is causing me so much stress that my body is being effected. I dont have the finds to live alone in this area.
My job situation isnt getting any better. Ive applied to many many many places and none have called back. Ive applied all over LA, San Diego and everywhere in between. Ive also applied to places back in nor cal. I just want out of this hell Ive been living in.
like I said Im super lost in what the hell Im doing in life but as of this moment it looks like Im moving back home to the nor cal area. Ive been mulling about the idea of going back to school and doing something useful to society, that way ill have a job lol. I love makeup. I love doing special FX makeup but, its not a paying job right now. I have to start at the bottom and work my way up. The bottom doesnt pay. Ive been thinking about going to school to be a medical examiner. Why? I have no idea lol. The panic that I have no idea what Im doing and the Im lost in the middle of the ocean and no lad in sight feelings are starting to take their toll. I wish I had some guidance.
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I one time I really wanted to be a crime scene photographer. Part of me still does. lol Though I think I would also be excellent at cleaning up those messy homicides. I hear there's good money in it.