**WARNING DEPRESSING SHIT AHEAD**
i wish i was dead
why dont i do it? i dont understand. am i scared? i dont think so. have i lots to live for? not really. nothing that will benefit from me being around anyway. have i anything to look forward to? nope.
its all so hard and neverending...so why dont i do it? guess its the same reason as everything i put off - im lazy. im too lazy to kill myself lol who ever heard of such bullshit?!
when the dr asked if i had thoughts of suicide i said yes but i'd never do it.
i want to cut but my b'f said he'd leave me if i cut again...i hate him at the moment but im so fucking dependant. cutting just doesnt seem enough to release what im feeling.
god im so fucking boring.
self obsessed motherfucker.
i wish i was dead
why dont i do it? i dont understand. am i scared? i dont think so. have i lots to live for? not really. nothing that will benefit from me being around anyway. have i anything to look forward to? nope.
its all so hard and neverending...so why dont i do it? guess its the same reason as everything i put off - im lazy. im too lazy to kill myself lol who ever heard of such bullshit?!
when the dr asked if i had thoughts of suicide i said yes but i'd never do it.
i want to cut but my b'f said he'd leave me if i cut again...i hate him at the moment but im so fucking dependant. cutting just doesnt seem enough to release what im feeling.
god im so fucking boring.
self obsessed motherfucker.
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