hey im happy! fuck me, yeah im happy! shock horror must be my few days off! hehe!
my sleep is totally fucked still and theres no point getting back into any "normal" routine as im back on nights again thursday for another 7 days before another 7 days off...and so on and so forth until mid september
the nightmares are back. usual ones about my fella cheating one me...some have the new twist of the other woman being my mum, nice! also dreams about my town being destroyed by explosions and fire and sometimes lava. scary shit.
im also washing my hands upto 50 times a day again. i had stopped for ages too. people are starting to notice and i blame it on the sticky hair products i have to use now my hair is permed...
just watched the film Secretary...its so cool! i LOVE it! also seen monster and cried at the end and gothika which was predictable but good, and school of rock which was lameass but made me smile and i plan to watch sylvia again tomorrow so tissues at the ready once more!
so im spending my days of constructively!
hey i am!! ive enrolled on a course to help my nursing studies im starting next year, its a home study one called Human Physiology and Health...so i cant wait to start that!
god there's shite on tv at 2am poor lil richard bacon - i think he's ok! he's just destined to do shite tv for the rest of his days!
ok i may try to get some sleep now! i hope everyone is funky dory teeheehee!
my sleep is totally fucked still and theres no point getting back into any "normal" routine as im back on nights again thursday for another 7 days before another 7 days off...and so on and so forth until mid september
the nightmares are back. usual ones about my fella cheating one me...some have the new twist of the other woman being my mum, nice! also dreams about my town being destroyed by explosions and fire and sometimes lava. scary shit.
im also washing my hands upto 50 times a day again. i had stopped for ages too. people are starting to notice and i blame it on the sticky hair products i have to use now my hair is permed...
just watched the film Secretary...its so cool! i LOVE it! also seen monster and cried at the end and gothika which was predictable but good, and school of rock which was lameass but made me smile and i plan to watch sylvia again tomorrow so tissues at the ready once more!
so im spending my days of constructively!
hey i am!! ive enrolled on a course to help my nursing studies im starting next year, its a home study one called Human Physiology and Health...so i cant wait to start that!
god there's shite on tv at 2am poor lil richard bacon - i think he's ok! he's just destined to do shite tv for the rest of his days!
ok i may try to get some sleep now! i hope everyone is funky dory teeheehee!
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So nice to see you're in a cheery mood. See that was an eventful weekend you had