i had a fabulous weekend, spent the majority with kiscica and her beautiful roomate, drank, drank, drank, went to a gay bar, you know its all good.
but of course all good things come to an end because my mate decided to freak out on me about coming to pick me up, then eventually told me everything about our relationship sucks and that he thinks i need to grow up and start making better choices because he is tired of worrying about me. i cried all through it...and all night. and dont you love waking up after crying...you look like absolute HELL. eyes all caved in, puffy eyelids, small eyes....look like you dug your way out of your grave...
i must be cursed. i cannot be completely happy for a prolonged amount of time. its always good then bad, good then bad.
but of course all good things come to an end because my mate decided to freak out on me about coming to pick me up, then eventually told me everything about our relationship sucks and that he thinks i need to grow up and start making better choices because he is tired of worrying about me. i cried all through it...and all night. and dont you love waking up after crying...you look like absolute HELL. eyes all caved in, puffy eyelids, small eyes....look like you dug your way out of your grave...
i must be cursed. i cannot be completely happy for a prolonged amount of time. its always good then bad, good then bad.
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apologees:
awwwwwww......sounds awful. wash your face and play with your kitten. kittens are good at listening to problems and fixing them sometimes. hope you feel good and then not bad soon
kiscica:
hunnie...you know i'm here for you. this entire situation is such bullshit. i just received a few more messages from him. i thought he was being ridiculous before. now he's outdone himself. i wish i could come and make it all go away for you. i told him to stop contacting me entirley. i have put him on ignore in all programs. i wish only that it could be that easy for you. because honestly, he doesn't deserve you.