suey92

I feel like I'm at a cross roads in my life. I have the choice of staying still and having security, and work the nine to five trying to be content with my station in life. Or I could be free and just go. Its a constant discontentment in my heart, that I want something different than what I have now. Though my head tells me that what I have now is security and a job making decent money, its easier to stay and be stagnant than to try for something more. You have to understand that I'm a working class guy who grew up just above the poverty line, so playing it safe it what I was raised to do. There's so much to see and do out there and the thought of staying in one place for the rest of my life is scaring the shit out of me