I find myself in Whiskey drowning
I come to the surface gasping.
The more I gasp the more I sink
The more I sink the more I have to think
Everyone says push to the surface the find salvation
The lower I fall the more calm and relaxation.
I wish for and wish not for this demise
I hope one day I understand whats wise.
I'm growing more and more tired of this town. I know I've only been in L.A. for 6 months now, but i realize how much i want to make videos and more how I don't like how they are made. So many fake people with alternative motives. Networking is networking but I see so many rotten people who wanna use you for you, but thats not really it. I hope I would quickly make friends and I've made a few. However I just don't feel this town calls me to reside in it's borders. I wish to flee away and do anything else and be with anyone else. Ultimately I wish to be happy which is a quest I've long search for, usually at the bottom of a bottle which has shown me no mercy. Good night good people of Suicidegirls. I hope ya'll are pursuing you dreams.
I come to the surface gasping.
The more I gasp the more I sink
The more I sink the more I have to think
Everyone says push to the surface the find salvation
The lower I fall the more calm and relaxation.
I wish for and wish not for this demise
I hope one day I understand whats wise.
I'm growing more and more tired of this town. I know I've only been in L.A. for 6 months now, but i realize how much i want to make videos and more how I don't like how they are made. So many fake people with alternative motives. Networking is networking but I see so many rotten people who wanna use you for you, but thats not really it. I hope I would quickly make friends and I've made a few. However I just don't feel this town calls me to reside in it's borders. I wish to flee away and do anything else and be with anyone else. Ultimately I wish to be happy which is a quest I've long search for, usually at the bottom of a bottle which has shown me no mercy. Good night good people of Suicidegirls. I hope ya'll are pursuing you dreams.
toxic:
thank you, you too!
sucker4lovers:
it's a tough world Toxic, I hope you get what you want! and I'm sure you will!