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Had a great couple of days last week. Got to be around the Social Distortion/Supersuckers and Nine Black Alps on Thursday and Friday. They played at one of the Theatres that I work at. Their crews and management are great people and fun to be around. I especially enjoyed the fact that I was able to listen to Social D's sound check each day and then watch the show later from back stage. Days like those really make me love my day job. They were even sweet enough to invite me to hang with them at the Portland shows. Unfortunately I had to work for a few hours on Saturday so I declined the offer. The thought was sweet enough for me. I also got a few momentos from their visit too to help me remember them.
I'm glad I didn't decide to go with them on Friday night to Portland. Because when I woke up on Saturday morning I was in some intense pain all over my body and especially my right breast. I have Fibromyalgia and have been able to live with it and regulate my lifestyle fairly well. However, the last couple of weeks I have skimmped on my medication because I have a lapse in my medical insurance. My new coverage doesn't begin until the 01 of August and I can't afford to buy my prescriptions. I also went on the bondage campout and went through a lot of body and mental trauma. Some of it was good and wanted trauma and some of it was bad. I got hit across my breast with a mini cane and it cut my nipple piercing open. I am thinking that I may have gotten an infection or something because my right breast is hurting very badly. But, there aren't any signs of infection like yucky green puss or anything. I'm just swollen and very tender to touch. The thing with Fibromyalgia is you get weird pain all over your body and you can't really explain why it comes and sometimes once it comes it takes a while for it to go away. I am kind of in a hard place because I don't know whether I should go to the ER for help or just let it go. I had to be taken care of the last few days by my friends. Home remedies for killing pain and calming nerves. Otherwise I would still be crying and out of control. I think it's a shame that I have to resort to that sort of thing just because I am afraid of getting deeper in debt with medical bills. I hate this country when it comes to shit like that. The government rather have people suffering then regulate the cost of medical treatment and prescriptions. I think that's really fucked up. Well, I will decide today what to do. I'm hoping it will just go away. Wishful thinking of course. Bye for now
xxoo
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