subrosa77

Why is it so hard to find a playmate that doesn't turn out to be a flake? I was really getting into this cutie girl I was seeing. She was exactly what I had been searching for. Adoreable, sexy, Asian...heheheh. Exactly the right qualities and same kink level as me. But then....there is always something. I know that not everyone is perfect. I am a testament to that. However, this past week I have been stood up for two dates. Each time I did recieve an explination as to why this occured. But, it was basically excuses .
She has broke into two of my biggest pet peeves. The first is waiting around for people. I don't have much time for my social life. So when I choose to share my free time with someone it means a lot. Secondly, being made to feel unimportant. I know that as a confident person I shouldn't let things get to me. But when I am left in the cold waiting for someone to arrive and not even recieve a courteous phone call that makes me feel a bit unimportant.
My submissive nature sometime hinders me from sticking up for myself. I am generally very patient, understanding and willing to please. So, after the first time I was stood up I should have said something to the effect that I was bothered and I didn't. My bad! I could tell she new a simple apology would suffice. She is the one who rescheduled the date and then stood me up again! I have a serious flake on my hands and it's killing me. This time I told her I was unhappy and that I would have to really think about whether I wanted to continue talking to her anymore. I said that to be nice. I've already made up my mind that I'm not going to see her again. I'm sad because I really liked her. I just can't tolerate being treated like a doormat.

subrosa77