Today finds me unhappy and mildly angry.
Of course dear reader, you may ask - WHATS NEW? I am after all a self-confessed miserable git.
Well, I'm a bit down about how amazingly uninteresting and unappealing I seem to be. THis is of course mainly my fault as I have as much social aptitude as a blind slug on some wet lettuce. I think that Robert Mugabe may actually be better recieved at a Party than me... Well at least he would be recieved. I mean how much does I consider to be my THeme (Radiohead's Creep) is about someone who can't speak to anyone, and so forth.
"So do something about it"
Yeah, well I try. Just not very well. At some point I will go Speed dating, if I can sort it out with another friend (I need a security blankie) I have taken one step, for better or worse. I deleted my OKCupid page, which hasn't been used for years. And I will start again.
Just as soon as I can find a good photo of me.
Wait, no such thing exists.
This leads me onto the anger section (which could be mistaken for jealously). My friends, none-of-whom suffer from singledom, seem to do no wrong. They are the party animals, buut what aggravates me is that they are still able to openly canoodle with other women, despite what some would regard as the issue of being married. It annoys me. Didn't help that I noticed on his status on afore-mentioned OKCupid that he's single.
Am I wrong to be angry? Probably. It's likely Jealously channeled into rage. But still, it gets to me.
ANyway, let's look forward. I'm going to re-join OKCupid with an all new introduction thread and everything. Just wait for me to star bugging y'all on what actually reads good.
-Sigh-
Must dash. I'm going to be cooking Chilli...
Of course dear reader, you may ask - WHATS NEW? I am after all a self-confessed miserable git.
Well, I'm a bit down about how amazingly uninteresting and unappealing I seem to be. THis is of course mainly my fault as I have as much social aptitude as a blind slug on some wet lettuce. I think that Robert Mugabe may actually be better recieved at a Party than me... Well at least he would be recieved. I mean how much does I consider to be my THeme (Radiohead's Creep) is about someone who can't speak to anyone, and so forth.
"So do something about it"
Yeah, well I try. Just not very well. At some point I will go Speed dating, if I can sort it out with another friend (I need a security blankie) I have taken one step, for better or worse. I deleted my OKCupid page, which hasn't been used for years. And I will start again.
Just as soon as I can find a good photo of me.
Wait, no such thing exists.
This leads me onto the anger section (which could be mistaken for jealously). My friends, none-of-whom suffer from singledom, seem to do no wrong. They are the party animals, buut what aggravates me is that they are still able to openly canoodle with other women, despite what some would regard as the issue of being married. It annoys me. Didn't help that I noticed on his status on afore-mentioned OKCupid that he's single.
Am I wrong to be angry? Probably. It's likely Jealously channeled into rage. But still, it gets to me.
ANyway, let's look forward. I'm going to re-join OKCupid with an all new introduction thread and everything. Just wait for me to star bugging y'all on what actually reads good.
-Sigh-
Must dash. I'm going to be cooking Chilli...
AS for me just doing my next blog, check back in a while its been all change on the lil ole me front!
Anyway, good luck with the speed dating thingy (if she ever gets her arse in gear!) and the OK Cupid thing as well. I've decided not to go down that route for the time being - I need to chillax about meeting someone and concentrate on me - if it's mean to happen, it will, t'internet or no t'internet. If you need help in setting up your profile, let me know and I'll do what I can to help you.
*hugs*
xx