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3am.

I still can't sleep.

I haven't yet found a job, and it's really grating me now. I don't know what to do.

I fucked up a fender on my trailer--the upshot is that I can fix it myself.
I also put a huge scratch on the hood of my truck.
why? because I'm a fucking moron, and I can't seem to do a thing right today--or lately.

yesterday I found out a friend of mine has less than a year to live.