stylar

Therapist is good. Things are looking a little clearer now and I am still waiting for a career to open up and swallow me whole. I revamped my resume and hope to hear from someone soon.

xoxo
Sty

Feels weird today. Slept a lot and have just kind of felt displaced. It might be because I didnt sleep very well last night but not sure. My depression seems to be getting worse so finding a therapist is my number one priority for tomorrow. Trying to find a job is taxing. this economy sucks.


Sty

Well over a month and here I am. A lot has happened since I was last on here, some good and some traumatic and life changing. I think that I have lost my ability to believe in the human race. To believe in goodness and respect from people around me. I doubt I ever leave my house again. I dont even want to get out...
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Well lets just say TONS of ups and downs the last 2 weeks but MAMA IS HOME!!!!!!


Thank you all for prayers and good vibes!

I sincerely love you all.

Stybaby

Leaving on a jet plane......8:20 pm from Colorado heading to STL
Going to be at the hospital while they do this radical surgery on my mother.....
Keep the prayers a coming and the good vibes, anything you have in your arsenal, I will take....


Thanks lovelies.

Stybaby

Okay peeps through the generosity of others I am now in need of only $80!
I hope that I can get this amount before the 15th, and I know a very special person who may be helping me. He is kind of shy but an amazing man and he has kind of been my guardian angel through all of this. He donated $200 to my...
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Well I have been home less than a week and in another week I am flying back to Missouri for my Mom's surgery. We are all on pins and needles waiting for answers to very difficult and life changing answers. If the surgery is only going to give her a few more months of life and she will live those months with the Trach and...
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Spent the evening with my Mom. I am so lucky to get these next 7 days to spend it with her. Her prognosis is not very good and I need this time to mmake ammends for being an idiot for 6 years. We went to Bingo (one of her fave past times) and we had a blast. Her medical bills are so big already and...
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Go check it out for me peeps, much love and thanks for the support!


Stybaby