stussygyal

Hey there!!!! I hope all is well on everyone's side... I am now in bed typing away to release some of my troubles on to this page. I don't know what to feel right now... i was so close to getting fired yesterday....BUT I DIDN'T! yay! I figured out that the guy that i was dating is just a little boy who needs to be alone ...Noooo but Yayy. I say that because he's just not meant to be in my love life. Maybe no one is... I need to fall in love with myself. i love myself but i'm not in love with myself and how could someone be in love with me?
I guess that i'm not doing a good job because i am currently sick..
i have cold because this weather is sooo damn weird in new york.

I had a great weekend ST PATTY'S day was crazyyyyyy ahhhh i was drunk and babysitting some drunk girl and then after i got more trashed in nyc! lol

ANYWAY, i want to just basically clear my head... i don't even know if this makes any type of since because i am just writing anything that comes to mind. I want some love right now.....A CUDDLE, A HUG, MY HAND HELD..... =[ I WANT SOMEONE TO GAZE INTO MY EYES AND TELL ME THAT I'M THE ONLY THING IN THEIR WORLD THAT'S CLOSE TO NATURAL BEAUTY....
but.... whatever

Good things come to those who wait and do what they have to do to get to the next level in their life. I have to just remind myself that this is just a stepping stone for the next level in my life.

& i'M NOT LOOKING BACK.

PEACE AND LOVE!