A saturday night and I'm actually home and not skulking around san diego (north park, hillcrest, mission hills, south park, and kensington to be exact)...last night was fine though. I went to the whistle stop with a good friend of mine. We had a few brews and then went back to her house to watch the worse movie I've ever seen in my whole life......
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Feeling much better and positive today... that's always a good thing. My bud managed to drag me out of the house and took me to a party... there's nothing better then drunk kareoke (sp?)! Yesterday... I met this great person... she had long eye lashes and chopsticks in her hair... it's funny.. one decent conversation with someone and my faith in humanity is partialy restored......
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tic_tac_toe:
I think I remember that coleslaw. It was "dessert" or something on the cafeteria menu. A taxpayer funded dessert: you get what they give you. Kind of like Communist Russia. Yum.
tic_tac_toe:
even mullets get the blues.
... it's at times a crushing thought to think that there is no point to it all... there is no reason for anything. i, you, and everyone will be forgotten...less then some damn foot note in history..yet, at times freeing to think this way... it's a matter of perspective...
fred:
There's no point to it all. except this journal entry.
I'ts going down in the history books... just wait.
I'ts going down in the history books... just wait.
maldoror:
haha, hell yeah it'll be fun, i'm selling tickets: $10 in advance, $15 at the door
what's the damn point?
maldoror:
there is none...life is absurdity
nothing is true, everything is permitted
nothing is true, everything is permitted
i can't find my dental floss... Ugh! Hmm... i just can't handle it when i can't practice my usual OCD activities... I'll have something more profound to say later...um perhaps.
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stuffed_primate:
I usually go through a spool a day... kidding just three times a day... I just hate it when I misplace items, friends, people in general... it's just hard to keep track of where everything is buried ; P
grooverider:
ocd=mark of the elite.
i read an interesting book once which suggested an interesting theory about the connection between ocd and music making. very briefly- some people have difficulties with audio input. they strive to put random sounds into somekind of order, i.e.- music. i know it helps me.
i read an interesting book once which suggested an interesting theory about the connection between ocd and music making. very briefly- some people have difficulties with audio input. they strive to put random sounds into somekind of order, i.e.- music. i know it helps me.
[Edited for spelling... sorry]
i just back home from a very uneventful day. after class today... i didn't want to go home... i went for a little drive to the places that at one time or another were my homes away from home... the alibi in hillcrest... the second wind of course in north park...lancers... gee i spent way too much of my free hours...
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i just back home from a very uneventful day. after class today... i didn't want to go home... i went for a little drive to the places that at one time or another were my homes away from home... the alibi in hillcrest... the second wind of course in north park...lancers... gee i spent way too much of my free hours...
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johncocktoastin:
cause i live here! probably seen you at a show. or at a bar.
tic_tac_toe:
Hey there...nice to find another San Diegan. I think 3 Mile Pilot is pretty much on the back burner for those involved, but you never know...how do you like the new blackheart record?
Ahh... the freshness of a new week...filled with the deperate hope that it will be better then the last... if it wasn't for hope I wouldn't have anything...
Damn, I'm a drama queen...
Well, since I have no original thought... here's a bukowski poem for those who care...
Escape...
Escape from the black window spider
is a miracle as great as art.
what a web...
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Damn, I'm a drama queen...
Well, since I have no original thought... here's a bukowski poem for those who care...
Escape...
Escape from the black window spider
is a miracle as great as art.
what a web...
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noirin:
yep my profile pic is none other than ZIA from the mysterious cities of gold, possibly the greatest tv series ever to run apart from twin peaks which is the king AND queen of cool!! i mean to have a pic of me but my scanner's power supply just went *sob*
ta 4 the words of wisdom, i shall bear that in mind!
ta 4 the words of wisdom, i shall bear that in mind!
noirin:
but i just changed my pic now so it doesn't have zia anymore. tragedy indeed.
I really hate my job... I protect an office building filled with lawyers. There is no concept of respect and decency to fellow human beings... When I finish school and get a real job... I hope I don't become a self absorbed (ok... more then I already am) person who really don't give a shit about anything that is beyond the obtuse view they take...
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johncocktoastin:
fuck those guys!!!!! you're better than them.
luckily the lawyers i work for are cool....
luckily the lawyers i work for are cool....
I saw my best friend today... She came down from Oceanside... we talked about he dumbest things on the planet... we shopped... we hugged... and boy does she love to eat... her soul is a part of mine and vice versa...I don't get to see her enough but still... the short time that we do spend together is heaven... 
johncocktoastin:
aww that's sweet....rent a pig?
Thinking...
thinking about the things I didn't say...about the things I did... about the things I didn't do... fuck, I hate thinking too much... I think about those I loved and have lost in my life... and I look back with a lot of regret. So I must ask myself have a lead a good life and have I loved as much as I possibly...
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thinking about the things I didn't say...about the things I did... about the things I didn't do... fuck, I hate thinking too much... I think about those I loved and have lost in my life... and I look back with a lot of regret. So I must ask myself have a lead a good life and have I loved as much as I possibly...
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I used to go downtown too, but now mostly the crest, normal hieghts---adams avenue bars....