studiolaguarda

Hot coffee, it's all grey outside, sometimes I keep on working but I really don't know why.

Yesterday was a bad day, almost decided to quit photo. I'm not accountable to nobody, all I have done was by myself, my way was hard to get through, no help, many obstacles to overcome. By the way, ain't crying, just telling my tale. That's why I can't bear people trying to prove me it's thanks to them I did it, or who think they hold a moral ownership on what I've done.

I was alone when I lost my mother, alone to fight for some place to live when I was evicted, alone when I started again photo among the ruins of my life.

However, if I have to stop photo to be free, then I'll stop photo. If I have to lose one more time the few things I own to be free, then I'll let them behind me one more time...

Gonna do some cleaning in my life now... For the moment, gonna work on my lil Ninouchka SG set