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What a crazy ass weekend so far.... and I stil have one more day off work. things have settled down from my fuck up friday evening. Chelle and I talked and things are back on level ground... i hope. Logan has been very fussy the past two days and not wanting to eat all of his bottles at his 10am and 6pm feeding, I don't...
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lighthammer1979:
Sometimes babies aren't super hungry. When I'd watch my niece she wouldn't alway eat all I'd give her and still doesn't eat everything now and again. I wouldn't sweat it too much unless he's not eating at all. Being a first time parent can be nerve racking but if you're not sure on anything you always have the interwebz to check about questions. smile
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I am such a dumb ass. Every time something is going good or getting better leave it up to me to fuck it up again. I just don't know when to stop and leave well enough alone or when to say when. If you give me an inch I will take a whole foot and not even realize it until I have done it, and...
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dree:
I'm sorry that you're having a hard time right now. frown
I'm sure everything will work out in time though, then again what do I know? I don't know you, your wife, or the life you live. I wish I could help in some way though, because I know the feeling and it really really does completely suck. I hate seeing people upset or hurting.

PS- Your default is adorable.
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So yeah I am getting into the whole day thing, sure it has changed life forever and we can't come and go as we please doing all the things we used to but sometimes it is just a blast to sit back and watch Logan do things, he is getting very vocal now and making sounds and we started feeding him applesauce last week and...
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spiderkittin:
i love the first one!!!!! soooo cute
lighthammer1979:
My niece loves applesauce. She loves fruit in general though. Have you guys thought about making your own baby food? My sister did and she saved tons of money vs buying store bought stuff. If you want the info about it let me know and I can send it to you.
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Today has sucked sooooooooooo much ass.

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graffiti_hunter:
Hey babes!!!
Just wanted to wish you Happy Birthday even though you will not be able to attend your Anniversary party. But at least you know that you have your birthday gift awesome from last year - Logan! Hehehe....that was one crazy birthday night!
I'll miss you guys but I know I'll see ya soon! Tell Chelle Hello!
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Good Lord!
I have been slack on posting, I guess not much is going on; things are bouncing around about the same. I quit watching the new every night because it seems to have quit pissing me off. It seems like everyday it is the same shit over and over and it has stop having an effect on me and it scares me. The min...
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lighthammer1979:
Look at all the that hair on his noggin. He looks to be one mighty happy baby. biggrin
spiderkittin:
heres something else to be pissed about.

the pell grant is made to help those who normally couldnt go to school, go to school, and help them get by while in school.

yeah. my parents have zero money for me for college. sure i get hope grant. but it doesnt cover books or living expenses. i get $100 to spend on books. so the pell grant would be perfect for me. it would help pay for books and school, and a lap top that doesnt have to be plugged in all the time since i'm doing a technolgy based course of study.

well. according to the pell people. my parents make too much money for me to get it.

..... we give all this shit in taxes to help pay for things like this. and i dont get to see a dime. also now that i've lost my job, i dont have money to go to school. sure, i could just go full time and work my one job and focus on my studies. but i have bills to pay, i have gas to buy, and have parents who i want to help with paying the bills. and i wouldnt be working enough to be able to do that. i'd be left with no money by the end of the month due to my bills and gas alone.

this all seriously sucks. frown
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WOW!! Almost two weeks with no post, I should be spanked.

So our little Monkey Butt had his two month check up and his shots on friday, he did suprisingly well. Poor thing was so tired yesterday as a side effect though. We went to the park and took him for a walk and he slept through the whole thing. Other than that I guess...
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lighthammer1979:
I remember taking my niece to the comic shop for the first time. She's my little nerd in training. LOL! She loves to play with the roommates pink 360 controller. biggrin
graffiti_hunter:
Awwweeee!! He is getting so big! I know that things are hard now but it's good that you and Chelle are talking about these issues. That way you both can create a plan on how to resolve issues together. I know it's hard to but as long as you guys try resolve things together you will be able to take on the world and raise amazing little man!
Sooo I will be relying on the system to help me. I'm in the process of appling for state services too.

I hope that you guys can make out to the Anniversary party even if its for a little while.....
Talk to you soon!!
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i really have nothing to say. i am just sitting here at work enjoying the last 15 mins at lunch and thought i'd post something. it seems all i have been doing is whining about money and being stressed out. i want to be happy and post something upbeat. which is kinda hard to do when ever i turn on the tv or get online...
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lighthammer1979:
Im with ya.
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well the 4th is over and done with and more so than that, the 5th is gone as well. It is one reason I have been down as of late, July 5th is my mom's birthday so it was rough as it is every year, but even moreso having Logan here, the grandson she always wanted but didn't make it to see. I has been...
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ultimatelewser:
He's looking awesome! smile
graffiti_hunter:
Logan is looking amazing!

I understand how hard it is make it threw aniversy dates of those we love after they have pasted. Now that it has pasted things should start to get back to normal!
Miss you guys!
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ARGH!!!!!! that is the basic feeling. I have been so stressed of late we finally lost someone at work, they gave D the boot on Tuesday. So at least I can feel better about not being on the chopping block at work. However I am still going nuts over money issues right now, Chelle says she needs to find a job, but I don't see...
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ultimatelewser:
Soy un perdedor biggrin
spiderkittin:
i really wish i could help out babe. maybe one of these days i'll come over and help chelle around the house and come hang out with you both (or three, lol) for the day. let chelle be able to take a nap and stuff. lol. but trust me. if you were within a half hours drive i would come over when i could and help out. i really would. logan is so cute and i miss seeing you. give logan kisses for me! kiss
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ahhhh my first father's day has come and gone. it was a good day. we drove down to columbus to hook up with my little brother and Pop. Logan was great it was his first real road trip... he made me proud. Other than that things have been rocking right along. Chelle and I are trying to get a routine down. work is going ok...
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