Hey everyone. Sorry I have been quite lately. I have just been trying to rest and get over the surgery. Things are well; we finished birthing classes this past week, and also finally went and got the baby's crib from IKEA. Damn that place is big, and of course we would go on a weekend where was a big three day sale so it was even more packed. We took my little bro and pop with us to carry things since I still can't lift anything over like 10 pounds, which is driving me nuts! The really bad part of it all is that since I can't lift anything and Chelle is so far along I don't want her lifting and we still have so much stuff to move around the apartment to get Logan's room together. I think I am gonna ask the guys up stairs to come down and give me a hand next weekend to get some things setup, or at least the few heavy things moved around.
Work has been crazy. We have been told that they are gonna cut one of us loose. I hope to god, that I am not on the chopping block. That is the last thing we need right now. I did have a falling out with a guy at work last week and it threw me off my game for a few days. He is a VERY homophobic person and he keeps throwing around the "F" bomb like it is nothing and for like two months I have asked him to not do it. There are very few words that bother me but racial slurs are just..... argh.... you know? And the other morning he was ranting and raving calling someone a "faggot" and I fucking lost it. I fucking went at his ass. I have warned him time and time again that if he kept it up I was gonna punch the fucker in the mouth. Knowing damn well that if I hit him I would be fired no question, I have a family to think of so I thought what in the world could make this ignorant bastard understand just how offensive that word can be so I dropped the "N" word on him. I did not call him one, rather than say by using the word "faggot" as an insult to someone it would be the exact same as someone calling him a..... He got fucking pissed, as he should have that was the point, to show him the power that words have, and just because you are not offended by something it doesn't make it inoffensive to someone else. His argument that I was out of line was because the history that the "N" word has with his people, and I do respect that and tried to tell him that I am not trying to say that that history is not important and anything less, but he would not let up saying that it is not the same because being black and "choosing to fuck a guy in the ass, would never be the same" Ohhhhhhhh that made me see red even more so. I respect and stand up for the rights of all people, I don't give a fuck what race you are what gender you are or who or what you do behind a closed bedroom door. EVERYONE has rights, they should all be the same, I don't see classes of men and women, I see men and women. The ONLY people I discriminate against is stupid ass motherfuckers, as to which this bastard has showed he is one. I do not take any from what Dr. King, Malcolm X, Rosa Parks or any civil rights leader has done in the past, but I wish they were here now, to take up the cause once more, when another group of Americans are being refused the right to get married, and being slammed left and right from people saying some stupid ass shit like, oh you don't get to have civil rights because you CHOOSE to be gay. FUCK YOU YOU IGNORANT ASS FUCK!!!!!!!!! When did these fuckers choose to be straight, I want to know. I want to know the date, time, and where they were when they made their choice.
I felt really bad for saying what I did. I did not throw that word which I can't even bring myself to type, around freely. It was the only way to make him feel the way I did every time he used his words of hate. It was the only way to make him stop and shut the fuck up and think, not just of what had just been said but also the fact that I was implying that he himself was the racist. We went four days and didn't say a word to each other. Finally Friday morning I walked to the back or the warehouse to check on and order for a customer and we talked. After thinking about things he said he understood why I did what I did and said he was sorry, that he knew that we may not see things the same way but he could respect that I was offended.
Yes he still does not like gay people, and yes I will continue to tell him that he has a cute ass, just to get under his skin, at least for another week.... I know he still feels the same way, but I know he will not rant about it, at least at work and around me. I hope he has the sense to stay the fuck away from Chelle, because she has said months ago, the first time she ever heard a gay slur come out of his mouth that the next time she saw him she was gonna "punch the fucker in the mouth"
So yeah..... anyway........ until next time.
Stuckey
Work has been crazy. We have been told that they are gonna cut one of us loose. I hope to god, that I am not on the chopping block. That is the last thing we need right now. I did have a falling out with a guy at work last week and it threw me off my game for a few days. He is a VERY homophobic person and he keeps throwing around the "F" bomb like it is nothing and for like two months I have asked him to not do it. There are very few words that bother me but racial slurs are just..... argh.... you know? And the other morning he was ranting and raving calling someone a "faggot" and I fucking lost it. I fucking went at his ass. I have warned him time and time again that if he kept it up I was gonna punch the fucker in the mouth. Knowing damn well that if I hit him I would be fired no question, I have a family to think of so I thought what in the world could make this ignorant bastard understand just how offensive that word can be so I dropped the "N" word on him. I did not call him one, rather than say by using the word "faggot" as an insult to someone it would be the exact same as someone calling him a..... He got fucking pissed, as he should have that was the point, to show him the power that words have, and just because you are not offended by something it doesn't make it inoffensive to someone else. His argument that I was out of line was because the history that the "N" word has with his people, and I do respect that and tried to tell him that I am not trying to say that that history is not important and anything less, but he would not let up saying that it is not the same because being black and "choosing to fuck a guy in the ass, would never be the same" Ohhhhhhhh that made me see red even more so. I respect and stand up for the rights of all people, I don't give a fuck what race you are what gender you are or who or what you do behind a closed bedroom door. EVERYONE has rights, they should all be the same, I don't see classes of men and women, I see men and women. The ONLY people I discriminate against is stupid ass motherfuckers, as to which this bastard has showed he is one. I do not take any from what Dr. King, Malcolm X, Rosa Parks or any civil rights leader has done in the past, but I wish they were here now, to take up the cause once more, when another group of Americans are being refused the right to get married, and being slammed left and right from people saying some stupid ass shit like, oh you don't get to have civil rights because you CHOOSE to be gay. FUCK YOU YOU IGNORANT ASS FUCK!!!!!!!!! When did these fuckers choose to be straight, I want to know. I want to know the date, time, and where they were when they made their choice.
I felt really bad for saying what I did. I did not throw that word which I can't even bring myself to type, around freely. It was the only way to make him feel the way I did every time he used his words of hate. It was the only way to make him stop and shut the fuck up and think, not just of what had just been said but also the fact that I was implying that he himself was the racist. We went four days and didn't say a word to each other. Finally Friday morning I walked to the back or the warehouse to check on and order for a customer and we talked. After thinking about things he said he understood why I did what I did and said he was sorry, that he knew that we may not see things the same way but he could respect that I was offended.
Yes he still does not like gay people, and yes I will continue to tell him that he has a cute ass, just to get under his skin, at least for another week.... I know he still feels the same way, but I know he will not rant about it, at least at work and around me. I hope he has the sense to stay the fuck away from Chelle, because she has said months ago, the first time she ever heard a gay slur come out of his mouth that the next time she saw him she was gonna "punch the fucker in the mouth"
So yeah..... anyway........ until next time.
Stuckey
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Now just because the guy is a homophobe doesn't mean you should egg him on with the cute ass comments as it my offend him the same way he offended you. I mean he did say he was sorry and that you two would agree to disagree on the subject.
Good luck with getting the babies room all put together. My roommates finally got their babies room the way they want it here in the new house.