stuck_e

It's a Boy!!!!!!!

So on May 12th we are expecting to welcome into the world lil' Logan. I am planning to scan the new US pics in this weekend and will post them up.

I have no idea how people have kids, I have been stressing out about money so bad the past two weeks. I just don't know what we are gonna do when the baby is born, Chelle will be out of work for about 6 weeks, and without her income we will not beable to make rent, pay the bills and eat let alone buy the things we are not buying now that will be needed by the little one. I thought about going to try and file for food stamps and welfare, because we need help until she goes back to work, not to mention how we are going to pay for daycare. But after looking up the requirments for welfare that goes out the window because I make too much money, they go by your gross, and don't think about the chunk taken out for insurance, plus the fact that I am a diabetic so I also have meds I have to buy, even with insurance my copays still add up to a good bit. And then there is the credit card company that served me papers on friday, sueing me for the money I owe them.

All I can do is tell myself that it will workout, people in far worse places in life have kids everyday, I guess they are able to get help from my tax dollars, I just can't