I have been so busy it's crazy. But have you ever been working your ass off on things, look back and not see any change.... that is pretty much the boat i'm in. I feel myself slipping into another funk, I hate being depressed. But right now I just don't see a light anywhere. but I always try and see the good side of everything so I will keep looking and hope I find something. I tend to always look at my wife and see nothing but what I have that makes me lucky in the work. and what scares me is even that isn't the same as it always has been. Don't get me wrong I love Chelle more with each passing day, but to look at her day in and day out and see how she is just as depressed as I am and more so, it hurts my heart. And the really bad part is that there is nothing either of us can do to help most of it. I have set a date for my first dinner party since moving back up to ATL and since the apt is so amall this will be the first of many. Thoes of you who will be invited to the first will know shortly. I still have not nailed my menu down 100% but getting close, still playing with a few ideas.
