So far It seems the Wind Storm has passed through V-day and all is well but during my time on here I felt i made a series of bad choices that should be held accountable.
But if anyone outside my friendlist reading this:
In retrospect I feel I was too honest when I first joined S.G. by telling people secrets I usually don't share publically to others and I wasn't aware how people would react to my comments.
I managed to unintentionally piss off so many people in chat by having moments where I can't tell a light joke from an insult and giving them the wrong impression is making me scared that being too honest is having horrible consiquences that range from people I respect and wanting to be friends with blocking me in chat to threats of being banned or "zotted" I don't know what I do wrong most of the time since I'm so damn new, I'ts left me more scared and shaking in fear whenever I see the "chat" logo on the top of the site.
What I desire from S.G. someday from the bottom of my heart is both the Impossible and Unattainable: for the S.G. chat community as a whole to love me as much as I love it, but I can't be part of a community that doesn't love me back. I have to earn it through the forums and groups. I hope you people understand. I want to earn my place so the haters will stop treating me like I'm a "tool" or a "social retard" that's waving a "sympathy flag" when I'm really not.
I mean c'mon wtf am I gonna do? magically come through your computer to annoy you into oblivion?
I hope some of you make me feel welcome, more than I can say about the upper class Chatters crowd who are probably talking shit about me and making me infamous throughout chat.
And most of all I want the people I respect in chat to stop blocking me, And talk to me like a human being, and not be encouraged by the arrogant emotional scum in chat who encourage others to hate on people they hardly know. (you know who you are)
That's all I ask. nothing more, nothing less..
I hope the people i've pissed off and been blocked by someday to forgive me because I forgive them.
I Just came back from The Mall with Marlana and I got the 2nd Live Action movie on DVD.
-David
But if anyone outside my friendlist reading this:
In retrospect I feel I was too honest when I first joined S.G. by telling people secrets I usually don't share publically to others and I wasn't aware how people would react to my comments.
I managed to unintentionally piss off so many people in chat by having moments where I can't tell a light joke from an insult and giving them the wrong impression is making me scared that being too honest is having horrible consiquences that range from people I respect and wanting to be friends with blocking me in chat to threats of being banned or "zotted" I don't know what I do wrong most of the time since I'm so damn new, I'ts left me more scared and shaking in fear whenever I see the "chat" logo on the top of the site.
What I desire from S.G. someday from the bottom of my heart is both the Impossible and Unattainable: for the S.G. chat community as a whole to love me as much as I love it, but I can't be part of a community that doesn't love me back. I have to earn it through the forums and groups. I hope you people understand. I want to earn my place so the haters will stop treating me like I'm a "tool" or a "social retard" that's waving a "sympathy flag" when I'm really not.
I mean c'mon wtf am I gonna do? magically come through your computer to annoy you into oblivion?
I hope some of you make me feel welcome, more than I can say about the upper class Chatters crowd who are probably talking shit about me and making me infamous throughout chat.
And most of all I want the people I respect in chat to stop blocking me, And talk to me like a human being, and not be encouraged by the arrogant emotional scum in chat who encourage others to hate on people they hardly know. (you know who you are)
That's all I ask. nothing more, nothing less..
I hope the people i've pissed off and been blocked by someday to forgive me because I forgive them.
I Just came back from The Mall with Marlana and I got the 2nd Live Action movie on DVD.
-David
thyestean23:
"Honesty is a tool that bloodies rather than cuts and should be used sparingly." Keep in mind I NEVER take my own advice. I can relate bud, welcome.