Exclusively for the first time in years I share with you all a classic poem I written when I was in highschool. This Poem is about some shit I went through when I was being judged for threatening somebody in response to a insulting gay joke and taking responsibility for it in court. so here it is:
-Make Me Pay-
Make me Pay, Make me Pay, There's nothing left for me to say.
So much hate in their eyes, they try to annoy and tell lies,
You Never liked me nor wanted me to stay.
I Scared People and Brought them Fear,
I Paid for my mistakes yet you still want me out of here.
They Use my Mistakes as an Excuse,
For all Their verbal Abuse.
All I would like is for this to end.
and someone to forgive me and become my friend.
-End of Poem-
Keep mind this Poem was written around 2003 so this took place around a rough time when people were still recovering from the columbine shooting disaster and school violence was taken seriously. My threat was unintentional but gay jokes are something I don't tolerate.
-David
-Make Me Pay-
Make me Pay, Make me Pay, There's nothing left for me to say.
So much hate in their eyes, they try to annoy and tell lies,
You Never liked me nor wanted me to stay.
I Scared People and Brought them Fear,
I Paid for my mistakes yet you still want me out of here.
They Use my Mistakes as an Excuse,
For all Their verbal Abuse.
All I would like is for this to end.
and someone to forgive me and become my friend.
-End of Poem-
Keep mind this Poem was written around 2003 so this took place around a rough time when people were still recovering from the columbine shooting disaster and school violence was taken seriously. My threat was unintentional but gay jokes are something I don't tolerate.
-David
Just be yourself and realize, you have a lot more friends than you think.
and
fuck the people who don't treat you as you'd like to be treated.
they aren't worth the damned time and I have realized lately, esp with you in mind, that a lot of these people that I barely talked to before have turned out to be shitholes with a major blockage.
go read my blog, I have a poem on it