streetmuse

So much change... so so much.... good, and bad.... suffered some real losses... gained some new friends... a new found confidence, and love for myself..... which stays in tact longer than it used to...

the night of swirv's wake i had to go put my old great dane down... poor girl... she lived a long, happy life... we rescued her when she was one... and a bag of bones... she died 10 years later, fat and happy...
RIP old girl... you're the best



So that was a hard week for me... I still cry when I think about Swirv... still hard to accept he's gone, while absent mindedly flippin through my phone the other night, I came across his #... and it was kinda like "ooh! I should call and see what he's.... oh yea..." and kinda lost it.... its really hard.. driving by his moms house everyday.... anyways.. before I cry again....


I dont have much else to write about... my Bday was still a good time... thanks to some great friends... EatMyBabies and WickedMonkey included..

I'm gettin close to the 100lb mark... got myself in a size 16... and they're already gettin big on me... I'm so happy...

Here's some new pics.... love me ;-)