streetmuse

I need my friends more than anything right now... I'm going through a major life change... and one of my parents feels the need to sabotage it... and make it harder for me.... my co workers (one of which is like a sister to me) is stabbing me in the back... and talking so much shit.. we're losing clients over it... last night i was so angry.. I never slept... my hands are still shaking... and i was threatened that if i "start shit" when i go into work today... that its over... done with... so I'm supposed to sit back, and smile quietly, and pretend everythings ok?? I want to quit so bad... but financially... i cant.. and right now i need my insurance... i'm stuck... and so fucked... losing my fucking mind... anyone got a valium or 10??