strangepants

this is the problem, this is the situation and its beyond retard.

its like, cool, yeah, so i order this dvd from a site thinking its all legit, regionless ntsc copies of asian films. then when it finally comes, i can't watch it on any of my dvd players. not my regular dvd player, not my g4(bare in my mind that the g4 is mighty old), and not even my 2 year old laptop. and it's like, fuck, do i go out and buy a cheap dvd player that can play dvd-rs so i can watch the rest of "old boy" or fucking what?

you know, you're into this movie and its just right at the point where everything gets violent and full on revenage film, then it freezes. it fucking freezes and you have to re boot your computer and you're like, "fuck".

its like a fucking roller coaster. yesterday was such a good fucking day and today, is just absolute and utter bullshit.

its like, "hey, doug, you're gonna see the woman of your dreams, then you're gonna see one of your favorite bands evs and then you're gonna have a cool conversation with them, but the next day, we're gonna kick you in the nuts a whole bunch of times."

i just can't win.

i just can't win.

sometimes, i just think its better if i didn't care about anything at all. no thoughts, no emotions, no nothings. just a blank slate.

i give up.

fuck your life.

fuck my life

and

fuck everybody else's life.