I'm so sick of living for other people and not having the confidence to live how I want to live.
I'm also sick of complaining. From now on I'm going to attempt to preempt my gripes by fixing the problem first.
No more being friends with people I don't like very much. Nothing personal against them, but life is short and you might as well...
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I'm also sick of complaining. From now on I'm going to attempt to preempt my gripes by fixing the problem first.
No more being friends with people I don't like very much. Nothing personal against them, but life is short and you might as well...
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I'm am so horribly lonely right now. My friends, Pete & Jen have stopped coming over because of a brief and minor moment of confrontation she & I had about a rude remark she made. I've been trying to get in touch with some old friends who I haven't talked to in a couple of years. I can't get a hold of one of them,...
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hyenahell:
you're parents are homeless? ouch, dude.
apathy is the silent killer... it never bothers you, really, until it's too late to dig yourself out.
be careful with yourself, and best wishes.
xoxo hyena
apathy is the silent killer... it never bothers you, really, until it's too late to dig yourself out.
be careful with yourself, and best wishes.
xoxo hyena
Yes? No.
dg:
Maybe
blixasinister:
agreed.
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Six days straight of working but I finally have two days off. Ugh. Haven't worked that many days in a row in a while. Usually it's just 'work a day, get a day off, work three days get two days off.' Much nicer. Why no, I'm not a lazy bastard.
Thursday night was the cat's tats (!?). My brother, Mike, came over. Then Pete &...
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Thursday night was the cat's tats (!?). My brother, Mike, came over. Then Pete &...
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My roommate left this morning to go to a friend's wedding in Atlanta. I've got the apartment to myself for five days!
This would be a lot cooler if he were my parents and restricted me from drinking. It's actually kind of shitty. Weird thinking that I'll never have that feeling of parents taking a trip and being able to drink and smoke in the...
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This would be a lot cooler if he were my parents and restricted me from drinking. It's actually kind of shitty. Weird thinking that I'll never have that feeling of parents taking a trip and being able to drink and smoke in the...
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dg:
*adds you to friends list 
I always end up walking around naked when I have the place to myself. It's the freedom i like.
however one day it backfired. I live on the first floor of a house and here's me, nude in my room. Sitting round, as you do... *ahem*. Well then I look out my window and see some old guy on a ladder... just staring at me. A first floor room... you don't expect to see that shit do you? Heha. Filthy fuck. I hope he didn't take pictures.
I always end up walking around naked when I have the place to myself. It's the freedom i like.
however one day it backfired. I live on the first floor of a house and here's me, nude in my room. Sitting round, as you do... *ahem*. Well then I look out my window and see some old guy on a ladder... just staring at me. A first floor room... you don't expect to see that shit do you? Heha. Filthy fuck. I hope he didn't take pictures.
blixasinister:
I like outdated sports games especially when none of the players on a team are the ones that are currently on that team. Nostalgia for when that team was good.
Your neighbor: i almost commented in someone's journal where they were moping and talking suicide fantasies and said it may be because they hadn't had sex in over a week. I was going to say if that were the case with me, I should have been dead months ago.
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5 days have almost passed. Have you spent them well?
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Your neighbor: i almost commented in someone's journal where they were moping and talking suicide fantasies and said it may be because they hadn't had sex in over a week. I was going to say if that were the case with me, I should have been dead months ago.
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5 days have almost passed. Have you spent them well?
[Edited on Apr 13, 2003]
It's the weeked, the weekend is here! Monday, Monday!
I'm let down, though, as my procrastination has caused me to miss out on the Spoon concert tomorrow night. There were still tickets a couple of days ago so I was going to get them today. Damn, Damn, Damn. Oh well.
I'm let down, though, as my procrastination has caused me to miss out on the Spoon concert tomorrow night. There were still tickets a couple of days ago so I was going to get them today. Damn, Damn, Damn. Oh well.
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dg:
They're not finished? Wow - They're good WIP if that's true.
To be honest, I think it's some of their best work so far and I'm a huge fan. I can easily imagine 2 + 2 = 5 being played live after seeing them last year.
I know what you mean, I have the album constantly in my stereo. The only song I'm not too keen on is "We suck young blood" I dunno why. "Backdrifts" reminds me of NIN. Heh.
To be honest, I think it's some of their best work so far and I'm a huge fan. I can easily imagine 2 + 2 = 5 being played live after seeing them last year.
I know what you mean, I have the album constantly in my stereo. The only song I'm not too keen on is "We suck young blood" I dunno why. "Backdrifts" reminds me of NIN. Heh.
dg:
Oh, and I think we all went througha stage of dabbling with the dark side (Alanis).... but don't tell anyone. 
Listenin' to some Bran Van 3000 "Glee". I'm getting nostalgic for a simpler time when all I did was skip high-school classes, (the one year I went to public high-school) smoke pot, and hang out with friends.
Pete & Jen came over last night. She brought her Sony Camcorder so we could watch a couple of tapes I made a few years ago (2000.) It...
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Pete & Jen came over last night. She brought her Sony Camcorder so we could watch a couple of tapes I made a few years ago (2000.) It...
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leiru13:
yup.
leiru13:
why thanks. I am in the middle of my yeats stage, or certainly was when I wrote it... and I really did write it in the taxi, on my way to the airport, having popped some ativan. I wrote it down on paper once I got to the airport, but formulated it in the cab.
I used to skip classes all the time in high school. But I got my teachers to write me passes for it first. So I never got in trouble.
lexi
I used to skip classes all the time in high school. But I got my teachers to write me passes for it first. So I never got in trouble.
lexi
Got a call from the landlady yesterday letting me know that she was coming with an inspector for the customary visit to show that she doesn't rent slums. She said they'd be here this morning at 10am.
I got home from work at about 6am and tidied up a bit. I decided that I didn't want to stay awake until 10, so I lied down...
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I got home from work at about 6am and tidied up a bit. I decided that I didn't want to stay awake until 10, so I lied down...
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penelopelee:
croist, man. your hamsters eat each other, and then get eaten by your cats. maybe this is a sign that hamsters aren't the pet for you. eeewww. your kitty licked your face with his hamster guts-filled mouth. eeewww.
what are you doing working until 6am, anyway?
what are you doing working until 6am, anyway?
Goddamn. No food in the apartment and I just read somebody's journal describing greasy hash browns from Denny's. Dan was s'posed to get some groceries the other day but he still hasn't. Damnit. Why don't I have a car?
The full moon the other night was interesting. I worked, but a really nice girl and her male friend who have been regular customers for a...
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The full moon the other night was interesting. I worked, but a really nice girl and her male friend who have been regular customers for a...
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