Im just a doll
Beautiful and extraordinary to some
Flawless and gentle in my graces
Breakable to the last porcelain fingertip
I use to see colors like bright Irish flowers
Dance under moonlight and stars
Bathe in the glow of a thousand loving faces
Even if none of them were yours
Somehow all that was wonderful became dull
The hue faded from my once childlike...
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Beautiful and extraordinary to some
Flawless and gentle in my graces
Breakable to the last porcelain fingertip
I use to see colors like bright Irish flowers
Dance under moonlight and stars
Bathe in the glow of a thousand loving faces
Even if none of them were yours
Somehow all that was wonderful became dull
The hue faded from my once childlike...
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the virgin and the whore
virgin to everything she simply waited
flying on a cloud like castles charms
stitched and tormented her smile had faded
only to hold, wished her tattered arms
she sang a song of words unspoken
and dreamed a dream like many had
her life still new came unbroken
her heart distinguished good and bad
her poisons needed to be injested
so...
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virgin to everything she simply waited
flying on a cloud like castles charms
stitched and tormented her smile had faded
only to hold, wished her tattered arms
she sang a song of words unspoken
and dreamed a dream like many had
her life still new came unbroken
her heart distinguished good and bad
her poisons needed to be injested
so...
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hurt:
I want to know the same, and even if you didn't, that was amazing.
i_zombie:
great journal entry. yeah, wtf, i missed ya!
thanks for the kind words, i dont plan on being an SG anytime soon, but i must admitt, i dream about it. lol.
thanks for the kind words, i dont plan on being an SG anytime soon, but i must admitt, i dream about it. lol.
i dont know when my time here will expire but when it does please dont cut me i will return
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xanippi:
good. cus i like you baby
slide:
sorry! i really dont spend a lot of time on here at the moment, and i feel guilty if i dont have time to rply to every comment, so i tend not to reply to any 
i do appreciate it though (and thanks for having me on your favs!! 
)
i do appreciate it though (and thanks for having me on your favs!! )
paintedbat:
awww look how cute you are!
sunheart:
SMooch!
well it finally happened...i bleached my hair and my hair started falling out ...i had to cut it short...bad timing too cause i wanted to put in dreads and they are coming in the mail finally... anyway tonight i might be going to a strip club and getting me a lap dance!
sunheart:
Woooo lap dance! fun... sucks about your hair though... I KNOW.. Shave it all off and tattoo your skull. 
I keep threating to do that but im insane 
I keep threating to do that but im insane 
ameh:
ooh dear, sorry to hear about the hair. bleaching is such a fucker. i wish i was born with blonde/white hair, there'd be no need for damn bleaching then.
i wish i was getting me a lap dance tonight
i wish i was getting me a lap dance tonight
virgin to everything she simply waited
flying on a cloud like castles charms
stitched and tormented her smile had faded
only to hold, wished her tattered arms
she sang a song of words unspoken
and dreamed a dream like many had
her life still new came unbroken
her heart distinguished good and bad
her poisons needed to be injested
so she could make them not...
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flying on a cloud like castles charms
stitched and tormented her smile had faded
only to hold, wished her tattered arms
she sang a song of words unspoken
and dreamed a dream like many had
her life still new came unbroken
her heart distinguished good and bad
her poisons needed to be injested
so she could make them not...
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i_zombie:
thank you so much.
stupid profile pics ...they always end up stretched or pixilated
oh well my glasses are at jenns house BUT I PROMISE ill have pics eventually
oh well my glasses are at jenns house BUT I PROMISE ill have pics eventually
jenbat:
you so pretty!!! 
k the pics are being delayed because i left my camera at my gfs house
anyway i went to the Youth Pride festival in washington that was kewl but i saw my bitch ex gf ... other than that it was awesome.
anyway i went to the Youth Pride festival in washington that was kewl but i saw my bitch ex gf ... other than that it was awesome.
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wannie:
Hey, thanks for the Birthday greeting. I'm barely online during the summer, so sorry for the delayed response.
How can I not talk to someone who lists both evil dead and alice in wonderland as favourite movie/book?
How can I not talk to someone who lists both evil dead and alice in wonderland as favourite movie/book?
xanippi:
yay pics, do you remember which dorm? can you point it out in that picture?
I got new sunglasses i think ill take some pics and make it my profile pic
i_zombie:
i love but im a cheerleader. cant wait to see the pics!
paintedbat:
YAY!!
new picture!
new picture!
yay i feel better! how are you lovely, sexy ladies? 
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i_zombie:
I LOVE Lesbian films. Especially Lesbian Porn. Please recommend
prettyb0y:
"When so many are lonely as seem to be lonely, it would be inexcusably selfish to be lonely alone." - Tennessee Williams
i feel - lonely...
i_zombie:
oh no. if you lived close by id come over. feel free to IM/E-mail me anytime you need to talk. i hope you feel better soon. and thanks for the nice comment
paintedbat:
hahahaha yeah I got it!!!
and don't be lonely
and don't be lonely
SO ...in three weeks im getting mid length dread lock extentions...electric blue solids and UV fluo green with black swirls
gonna be awesome
gonna be awesome
paintedbat:
yeah that will be awesome!!!
Well my Visa is sitting there empty
and I'm sure the tatt won't be more then $200
and I only have to pay $10 a month on my Visa
so...why not???
It's Star Wars day
and I'm worth it
Well my Visa is sitting there empty
and I'm sure the tatt won't be more then $200
and I only have to pay $10 a month on my Visa
so...why not???
It's Star Wars day
and I'm worth it
paintedbat:
yeah I'm going to bed too
night
night
The words are very lovely, btw. Though I'm really bad at explaining why I like stuff ><