Why the hell am I having more dreams about Scott?
Today I woke up from a dream where I heard/saw him and his new girl having sex.. or at least getting each other off.. and THEN he was asking me if I read his blog.. because he had apparently blogged about how fantastic and mind blowing it was.. I said no.. so he proceeded to show me his blog. I read parts of it.. don't really remember what they said and then out of no where there was a picture of chrysta in it... and like.. I guess he was saying how much more fun this girl was than chrysta.. And then I woke up.. I guess in fear of my pictures being next or something.. which would make no sense along with the rest of this.. because on multiple occassions Scott informed me how good I was at the whole sex thing and how much better I was than Chrysta...
Only thoughts at the current moment are 1- gross, 2- DigitalMortal is completely correct and maybe the girl he was sexing up was me..
But I don't want to be sexing him up.
I am perfectly content with the boy that I have.. not that we're sexing up or anything.. but I am perfectly content with the semi relationship I am in. If faced with the oppurtunity to fuck Scott today I would tell him no.. Honestly, if faced with the oppurtunity to even see him I would tell him no. Which is a massive massive step for me.. now I would appreciate it if my dreams would stop seeing him as well because quite frankly they make me want to
Now.. onto other points of my life..
Hell yes!! It's about time..
That's about the best way to begin this
I got a job finally.. I'm making lots of money.. which is good for me because I'm semi high maintenence and I like buying things for other people..
Also.. I now have a great friendship with the most amazing boy..
And he is coming to visit me soon.. 17 days actually.. I couldn't be more excited.
Last but not least I added another tiny tattoo to my tattoo collection.. so that now makes four..
Whenever I stop being lazy and get out of bed and find my camera I will put a picture here or something..
Mostly satisfied with the current specifics of her life,
Stassney
Today I woke up from a dream where I heard/saw him and his new girl having sex.. or at least getting each other off.. and THEN he was asking me if I read his blog.. because he had apparently blogged about how fantastic and mind blowing it was.. I said no.. so he proceeded to show me his blog. I read parts of it.. don't really remember what they said and then out of no where there was a picture of chrysta in it... and like.. I guess he was saying how much more fun this girl was than chrysta.. And then I woke up.. I guess in fear of my pictures being next or something.. which would make no sense along with the rest of this.. because on multiple occassions Scott informed me how good I was at the whole sex thing and how much better I was than Chrysta...
Only thoughts at the current moment are 1- gross, 2- DigitalMortal is completely correct and maybe the girl he was sexing up was me..
But I don't want to be sexing him up.
I am perfectly content with the boy that I have.. not that we're sexing up or anything.. but I am perfectly content with the semi relationship I am in. If faced with the oppurtunity to fuck Scott today I would tell him no.. Honestly, if faced with the oppurtunity to even see him I would tell him no. Which is a massive massive step for me.. now I would appreciate it if my dreams would stop seeing him as well because quite frankly they make me want to
Now.. onto other points of my life..
Hell yes!! It's about time..
That's about the best way to begin this
I got a job finally.. I'm making lots of money.. which is good for me because I'm semi high maintenence and I like buying things for other people..
Also.. I now have a great friendship with the most amazing boy..
And he is coming to visit me soon.. 17 days actually.. I couldn't be more excited.
Last but not least I added another tiny tattoo to my tattoo collection.. so that now makes four..
Whenever I stop being lazy and get out of bed and find my camera I will put a picture here or something..
Mostly satisfied with the current specifics of her life,
Stassney
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What's the job, IYDMMA?
You make me proud beautiful.