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I kind of took today as a day to myself.. a day to get things done.. and yet.. I still didnt do a thing.. I talk a big game.. but shit I need to get my act together.

So today I made a Typepad. Which is basically just another blog. For those of you even slightly interested in what I have to say outside of SG which really isn't all that much.. but really I made it so my friends who don't have SG accounts can follow my life. It's just one more thing I pay for on a monthly basis.

Speaking...
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I really hate writing thank you notes. I'm bad at it. I never know exactly what to say.

I'm off to Memphis for four days.

I wouldn't exactly say that my life is unfortunate but I am not one of the few lucky enough to live in a happy home. My parents fight nonstop, my dad is one of the biggest close-minded prick assholes you will ever meet, and my sister is the most materialistic, money-driven, spoiled brat bitch that I have ever come across. She is obviously the parental...
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So I just got early Christmas presents from my baby... And I'm very happy with them..

He gave me Project Runway seasons 1-3 on DVD [[yay!! especially for season 1]], 2 books.. The Time Traveler's Wife which according to him is the greatest love story ever written and then House of Leaves, and a bowl full of red skittles.. which completely made my day..

My...
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I'm crying for the first time since october.. and I'm dizzy..

Oh joy joy..

Curse all of my wretched insecurities and hang ups.
Today has been awful.. I'm just gonna go curl up in the fetal position and try to forget it.

So.. I went to the Bobby Bones' show eighth annual birthday bash on Saturday... that was interesting.. It was basically a big show... 7 musical acts.. Boys Like Girls, Baby Bash, Three Days Grace, Sean Kingston, Good Charlotte, Simple Plan, and Lifehouse. I expected to be completely unentertained during the entirety of this... however it was quite the opposite..

We didnt make it in the...
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Have you ever been dizzy with desire?

I know that's kind of an open and pretty generalized question [it is rhetorical, don't worry you don't have to answer].. and I don't really know that dizzy is the right word.. but tonight and on several other occasions I have experienced this.. It's like being overwhelmed by a want, desire.. with me it's always lustful. My body...
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I think I'm addicted to sex..


Okay.. maybe not.. but I'm starting to think that I really do fall under that nympho category... I am in a constant state of wanting sex... which is odd because I thought I was in a constant state of wanting sex before.. but this is much more evident and intense...

Aside from that not much has happened in my...
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I am so incredibly infatuated..
He has me completely..


Don't even try..
I may be 'single'

But I'm not available to anyone but Tommy <33



Stassney

Today I decided that there are many different definitions of perfection and that perfection is an opinion.
Also I realized that to someone out there... somewhere.. I am the definition of perfection.

There is also a boy that I like. I like him a lot. <3
And this time.. I'm not going to replace my identity with his.

If I could open my arms
And...
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