stormshadow

every time i think i want to post on my own journal i get scared and dont. i just sit and stare at the blank box going....think of something witty.....something funny......

wait...

i just pissed my self off!! ok i dj at a club for a friend and do it really cheep because her club is new. and there isnt alot of people there. if i was to compare something to dating it would be promoting yourself to your friends. what i mean is i'll ask some friends if they want to come hear me spin and they will all be excited and ya we'll come..... so the day of that first date anticipation, waiting for them to show.....11:14pm... "well no one goes to clubs untill 11:30 or 12:00".........12:05am..."am i getting stood up".......12:53am......"face the facts the world could care less."

fast forward 2 weeks

one of the same friends comes up to me and asks "hey im having a birthday party and i want you to DJ cause you kick ass"....{ I am jack's abandoned rage } soooooooooooooooo like to great fuckin friend i am {or the biggest fuckin pushover} i do it..

this is the purest unrefined form of irony--------------