stormee69

Well this weekend brought out a lot. Like i said Saturday i told my husband that i felt i was more of a lesbain then i do of being bi sexual. Well we kept talking and i decided yes as of march 13, 2009 right now that was the last time i will be with a man. i told him i just don't get sexually satisified being with a man. i am going to be elisha's lover and girlfriend, but with our history, the way he has treated me, the kids, and all other things i have for feelings i want to still be married to him and stay together, but i just don't to have sex with him. i told him that i might give it to him once in a while because he is my husband, but to not hold his breath. i told him that i wanted him to find a fuck buddy or a girlfriend that can provide the sex that he will be wanting or needing that i will not be able to provide for him. i mean don't get me wrong. my hsband has never laid a hand on me, never cheated on me, gives me the world, is very kind and passinate, is a amazing man. we know each other better then anyone i have ever seen or met. we are best friends and everything. i just don't find pleasure with him sexually or with any other guys i have been with in the past. i know a lot has to do with my past growing up, but enough is enough. i need to do whats right for me and not for everyone else. i just hope this can all work out for the best.