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It's amazing how little something hurts when you think you're prepared for it... and how little time it takes for it to start hurting afterwards... I can't watch quite a few of my DVRed TV shows; I can't play WoW... So many things I shared with her and every reminder is another knife to the heart.

Bleh. I think I'm going emo.

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Man, if 14 hours worth of jet-lag wasn't enough, I think this weekend alcohol bender finished me off. Christ I feel like shit.
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Well, new post...

Just got back from Sasebo Japan today. Was interesting... Meghan picked me up from the airport, dropped me off at the front door and left me. Evidentally she moved all her shit out while I was in Japan.

Don't know exactly how I feel right now. On one hand, I don't have to put up with her bipolar self-delusional bullshit anymore... on...
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Random update:

Holy crap, have you seen the new SG Evan? CRIKEY! Perfect redhead. I'd sell, er, no, lease my left nut if I could meet someone half as hot as she is.

Ok, now that I've picked my jaw up off the floor and can suppress all the fun thoughts from looking at that set...

What the hell is up with Congress now?...
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opaque:
completely hollow, i agree.

that's how i feel right now.
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Well, here's a new post, courtesy of the Asian Bird Fru, or whatever the hell I have that has me sick from work. Yay for decent fever, slight headache, achy joints, and coughing up weird crunchy phlegm! Not like y'all needed that yummy description of what's wrong with me whatever

Spent the last week or so moving into our new house. Last weekend we got all...
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charlesws:
No, you're not being heartless. Hell, I agree: I'm as much a Second Amendment believer as you are, and like you I believe if we can we should be able to defend ourselves. I just wish there were better (not more!) safeguards in place to ensure that those like this bastard never get their hands on a gun in the first place.

And I feel you with the media B.S. Our country's media are composed 90-percent of liberals (the last I checked), but people forget that the many media outlets that disseminate news to us are BUSINESSES. Of course they're going to rush like hell to be the first to put their two cents in or worse seem 'socially relevant', which means twisted and distorted facts. To whose benefit? Not ours...to the businesses that are supposed to just report the news, and that's all. You hear that whirring sound? That's Edward R. Murrow, spinning in his casket...

As for people wanting big government...well, too many of us are lazy and have taken too much for granted.

I wish that was a trend that would die fast.

To all that you said: amen, my friend.
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Yay, new blog update!

Let's see, stuff that's new: Got my rifle finally! Pics should be incoming once I get off my ass to take them! It's a sweet, tricked-out Rock River midlength carbine. Got a harris bipod and a surefire M900 vertical grip/bright-ass-flashflight for it. Still looking for a good deal on a Benelli M4 and I'm eyeing a 6.8 SPC upper and a...
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storm6436:
Yeah, I went with Charter's 5MB service smile Funny thing: went to move into the house today after cancelling the DSL last week... and had a AT&T doodad on the door saying that they'd set everything up. Spent 30 minutes on the phone with em trying to unscrew it all.
charlesws:
Oops! At least you unscrewed it...

Anyway, belatedly: Happy Easter! smile
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So much stuff going on right now... looking for a house, looking at getting a new shotgun (Benelli M4), looking at building a new computer for Meghan... god I picked the wrong hobbies, they're so damn expensive.
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apostrophenow:
... just finished reading through that thread. Yikes.

I had a flashback to the time I was vilified for criticizing Geldof's Live 8 concert as an ineffectual remedy to Africa's problem. I was eventually compared to Derek Vinyard, the fictional Nazi skinhead in "American History X"... Jesus. That was vicious. I actually hate Nazi skinheads, and to be labeled as one hurt.

Anyway, what I'm trying to say is, "you got to know when to hold em, know when to fold em..."

(yeah, I seldom hang around the Boards anymore)
charlesws:
Hey, there...just checking in! Man, a long time since your last blog.

Waitaminute...what's that under your comments...?

Damn!

Sounds like damned politics again...
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Something must be wrong with me, coworker showed me the new Weird Al CD and now I have this stuck in my head. Check out Youtube, they've got it up (legitly)

Weird Al Yankovic White & Nerdy Lyrics

They see me mowin' my front lawn
I know they're all thinkin' I'm so
White and nerdy

Think I'm just too white and nerdy
Think I'm just...
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So I keep having this recurring nightmare... had it almost every night for the last 2 weeks or so

Something happens to the US, most of the country is in the kind of shape New Orleans was in when I was there for Katrina... not all the physical damage, but police/EMS/fire dept/etc are no longer effective, mass riots, looting pillaging, etc. I never really see...
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cptpyjama:
Well, telling dreams to others often gets them out of your system so you may be half way there to getting rid of it. I'm not an expert on what dreams mean but I guess it means you're stressed or worried about something... most likely your girlfriend being diabetic but being where you can't look after her? Sorry, that wasn't very useful, I'm sure you could work that out yourself. Why don't you talk to her? If you're subconsciously worried about her perhaps she (or her mum, sister, best friend, etc) could reassure you that's she's eating properly and everything like that and she'll be okay, and you might be able to sleep better. You don't have to say everything, just mention that you worry about her sometimes, and I bet she can put your mind at rest a little bit.

Well I hope you feel better soon anyway.
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Wow, updating gap from hell.

Well, what to say? First job offer got yanked out from underneath me as they had some issues with my clearance (nothing out of order, they just didn't want to spend time doing extra paperwork to get me read in. Grr.) Got another DoD-type job paying decent cash, joined the reserves (50% chance of activation inside a year), ordered: midlength...
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