EDIT 4:45 pm Aug 09, 2004:
Editing this entry goes against everything i think my journal should be, whats put in here stays no matter what, but I really didnt expect anyone to read it. So I removed what was here originally so that I wouldnt get 10 people telling me the same thing I already know. Thanks to the two of you that already gave me advice it helps, and both of you are right by the way. But i already know what i have to do to get through all this. I was just pouring out what was in my head.
Editing this entry goes against everything i think my journal should be, whats put in here stays no matter what, but I really didnt expect anyone to read it. So I removed what was here originally so that I wouldnt get 10 people telling me the same thing I already know. Thanks to the two of you that already gave me advice it helps, and both of you are right by the way. But i already know what i have to do to get through all this. I was just pouring out what was in my head.