Well... things are 50/50, neutral, semi-transparent and both good and bad.
Remember my lizard that started the fire in my animal room? Well, "Icky's" tail ended up infected this past weekend and I just dropped him off at the vet. It's going to cost me about $200 for his tail amputation, anti-biotics and his visit today. I care about him, so that doesn't bother me but...
I have only $2,000 left in my savings. I have better health insurance than when I resided in MA. The way my new plan works is that I pay the first $1,000 and then my insurance provider covers the rest after the initial amount is paid. The pro is that I'm not sick alot and I may not even end up paying $1,000. So, in theory, I save money. However, that $1,000 needs to be in my bank account for WHEN I get sick so I can pay the initial amount.
I'm STILL waiting on my mom's friend to come and look at my basement as to whether it will be cheaper to just dry wall my existing room, get an electrician to add plugs and install a heating grate... or, if I should just build a wall in the main basement because there is already a heating unit in the room??? Either way I will be spending money...
I hate being in limbo.
So, I'm still about $3,000 in credit card debt. I really don't know how I'm going to pull off paying my personal debt, start my business with no personal debt, have money in case my animals need medical treatment, pay $300 for my vet to inspect ALL my pets for certification to proceed with my USDA license and I'm to the point at work that it is so miserable I really don't want to be there any longer than I have to be.
Beside the money worries are my worries about WHEN I depart my current employer. I need to somehow manage to get a job that works evenings, allows weekends off, allows me to be free to book shows for my business during the mornings to afternoon and all the while make enough money to pay my monthly bills and care of my pets. I'm dumbfounded but optimistic
Here are some videos to music I like. ENJOY!
When I buy my first Corvette this is what I will play in the car at Mid-night and pull up to some LOSER thugs in their Civic tuner
This is the song that I will make love to a Spanish mistress in said Corvette later that night...
When I drive to the beach with my Corvette this is what I will bump.
When I return from surfing in Nantucket in a few weeks this is what I will cruise home to.
that is all.
Remember my lizard that started the fire in my animal room? Well, "Icky's" tail ended up infected this past weekend and I just dropped him off at the vet. It's going to cost me about $200 for his tail amputation, anti-biotics and his visit today. I care about him, so that doesn't bother me but...
I have only $2,000 left in my savings. I have better health insurance than when I resided in MA. The way my new plan works is that I pay the first $1,000 and then my insurance provider covers the rest after the initial amount is paid. The pro is that I'm not sick alot and I may not even end up paying $1,000. So, in theory, I save money. However, that $1,000 needs to be in my bank account for WHEN I get sick so I can pay the initial amount.
I'm STILL waiting on my mom's friend to come and look at my basement as to whether it will be cheaper to just dry wall my existing room, get an electrician to add plugs and install a heating grate... or, if I should just build a wall in the main basement because there is already a heating unit in the room??? Either way I will be spending money...
I hate being in limbo.
So, I'm still about $3,000 in credit card debt. I really don't know how I'm going to pull off paying my personal debt, start my business with no personal debt, have money in case my animals need medical treatment, pay $300 for my vet to inspect ALL my pets for certification to proceed with my USDA license and I'm to the point at work that it is so miserable I really don't want to be there any longer than I have to be.
Beside the money worries are my worries about WHEN I depart my current employer. I need to somehow manage to get a job that works evenings, allows weekends off, allows me to be free to book shows for my business during the mornings to afternoon and all the while make enough money to pay my monthly bills and care of my pets. I'm dumbfounded but optimistic
Here are some videos to music I like. ENJOY!
When I buy my first Corvette this is what I will play in the car at Mid-night and pull up to some LOSER thugs in their Civic tuner
This is the song that I will make love to a Spanish mistress in said Corvette later that night...
When I drive to the beach with my Corvette this is what I will bump.
When I return from surfing in Nantucket in a few weeks this is what I will cruise home to.
that is all.
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nina_kova:
awww....poor icky. but, i have to admit i like the animals with special needs. my kitty livvie is a special needs kitty and is the BEST! except when she keeps me up all night, but even that makes me happy as she is acting like a real kitty. stress is hard, money is harder. i don't have words of wisdom. but i am happy icky is going to get better.
l9x9:
you can't take money with you when you die