stoopidsteve

And everything was going so well...

The past few months have been a bit weird. After breaking up with my girlfriend I've not been in the bestest of places in my head and while on the outside I'd been trying to keep it cool I was a bit messy on the inside but then we got a chance to hang out and get everything sorted and become real cool friends and for the past few weeks I've been able to get all my shit sorted out in my head and it looked like everything was taking a turn for the better

Then my favourite friend, my work, came along and fucked it all up

A few months ago I was told that the company was being sold because it was on the verge of going into administration but I, along with two others were being kept on and our jobs would be safe for the next three months. Well, thats all bullshit because I've now been told that I am being cut back to two day weeks, taking affect after next week, because they can't afford to keep us all there.

This has proper fucked me up and while I'm not mad or angry at it yet I'm sure that once I get my next pay check it will hit home that I'm probably only a few weeks off getting made redudant. I've been there for five and a half years and while it does get on my nerves quite a lot I will really miss it, especially my boss. We've had quite a few other guys come and go over the time I've been there but it's always ended up back to just the two of us (I'm sure we're the reason haha) and to not work with him will be fucking weird.

I have also been speaking to my homie Sam who just got back from Cambodia about going out there with him next year but unless I can get a new job in the next month or so I'm not going to have time to save for it

I geuss I'm not the only person this is happening to in the world right now but its still a bit shit. I'm thinking that with all this extra time on my hands I'm going to get my creative hat on. Sam and I are going to get a band sorted out again, we've got a fwe songs half written that I think are really cool and since both of us have the time we're going to get them finished then start searching for everyone else so I hope we'll be gigging in the next three or four months, I so miss the stage, gotta get back there and rock the fuck out.

Anyway this is just random gibberish and I don't want it to sound all woe is me and stuff, if it does then I geuss I went on too long. At least I have my eyes and all

Laters dudes and dudettes