stonehardcross

Ahh, the thrill of the job hunt what fun! Having joined a couple of agencies and had a couple of interviews the numbness of being unemployed has set in. Lots of money going out (mobile bill, car tax etc) none coming in. I am very easily agitated at the moment. My days are amounting to nothing, nothing to fill them in turn I am not sleeping properly, so I get up later the next day, I am gradually turning nocturnal.

I will have a job soon its just the boring wait and anticipation of getting turned down and then starting again. They do say frustration leads to aggression , no wonder the unemployed go out and mug old ladies. Hey I should be a criminal psychologist with kind of insight!

Seeing sikth this weekend, hopefully hook up with my mate justin and grab a beer. Hmmm Beer!

I think my mind is stagnating, is that a word, probably.

I'm growing my hair as well its in that crap neither here nor there stage, so I feel ugly, well not ugly not confident in my appearence. Constantly wearing a hat or a hood.

By sound of all this I must sound depressed I'm not just getting stuff off my chest. A big chest at that I need to lose wait, tone up a bit, oh well better go.

See ya people