stolenhistories

Well, I guess I got what I fucking deserved. They talked last night, and the only way that annalise could trust skyla is for skyla and I not to be together. So now we're right back where we all started. I hope they're happy, because I feel fucking sick.
What makes me even more angry is that Annalise asked me on Tuesday that if, in the future(like when we go to ireland), there was still a chance of us. I said anything's possible, not because I was humoring her, but because it's true. I said that we may or may not get together. And now I feel as though she's broken Skyla and I up to improve those chances.
Not only that, but Skyla told me today that she had to LIE to keep from hurting annalise, not to mention she lied before this whole thing happened when she said we had done nothing friends wouldn't do. So now their friendship is built upon lies. Great. Just fucking great. I am so angry I just can't even speak right now.... thank god for this journal or I would be screaming and trashing shit right now....

AAAAARRGH.... Sorry about that... I am so fucking pissed off and heartsick. Thanks for listening.