The stress keep building and I hope it doesn't kill me. Today my keybored died and so I had to go out to Target and Best Buy to look for a new one. I've been watching movies all day to make the time go by faster and I cleaned and did some laundry but time still seems to go by so slowly. Joe isn't anywhere near home. His freind set him back 7hrs and so he didn't leave untill 3pm today when his plan was to leave at 12am last night. I still hate that I won't see him till Tusday after work, I don't know if I'll be able to do any work knowing he is in town. I have 2 christmases to go to tomorrow and my mom is making me stay at her house on christmas eve so we can do presents int eh morning and then off at 9am to my other grandmothers to have another christmas and then I can come back home and try not die from boredom. I hate christmas and I wish I could get a break from it one year. All the stress is killing me and I wish I coudl just take some sleeping pills and go to bed.
3 Days till Joe!!
3 Days till Joe!!