stixx

Just wanted to let everyone know I am hosting my first live chat event on my site and EVANS BLUE will be my guest. You'll be able to chat and cam with the band.

If you're interested, its going to be on June 2nd 8:00 PM EST on http://undizcovered.com

Hope you come!

Stixx

Why hello everyone!

I dont get on here that much. I wanted to let everyone know I've been running a new site you may enjoy. http://undizcovered.com

Its a music site. Anywho, check it out for me. Thanks.

xoxox
Stixx

Try outs are over. I repeat.. the try outs are over. My beau decided he didn't like the idea of me posing nude. It's bullshit if you ask me, but anyway. Welcome to my life. I feel like such a doormat. I really hate that about myself but I dont know how to be any other way. I know must of you would say "fuck...
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Heya

I need some creative, crafty gift ideas for my beau. "crafty" means homemade haha. Any ideas?

Hey everyone!

What do you want for christmas this year?

FYI:

Sometimes I suffer from insomnia that can lasts for months and months. And I take ambien cr and the first layer that is supposed to make me fall asleep does NOT work lol. So I am awake when the second layer of medication starts to dissolve and sometimes I will say things on here that make NO sense and I have a lot of...
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Well my brother is home visiting and its been so cool. The first night he was here, his plane didnt get there until 11:00 pm and the airport is 2 hours away. So everyone waited up for his arrival. We all stayed up till three in the morning laughing and pretty much leaving nothing left of the chocolate peanut butter cake. (Mmmmmm!) It was such...
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Tonight my brother will be coming home from spending time in Iraq. I'm really excited about seeing him. I've only seen him once this year. Today I made him a chocolate peanut butter layered cake that says 'welcome home'. I probably wont be online as much so if I am not... thats why.

Merry Xmas!
xoxoxo

Stixx

My Dream Job:

I have this lil dream of going to Coney island for about two weeks to attend the side show school. There I could study and learn the art of sword swallowing, fire eating and walking, the blockhead trick, and the hammer the nail in the nose trick. It would mean the world for me to go and use my skills at local...
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Next month I will start going to a music school to study theory, notation, and the art of being a drummer. I'm quite excited about it. I'll be able to meet new people who have the same interests as I do. The school does numerous shows every year which would totally rock to be apart of that.

Anywho... that's all I am thinkin about right...
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Poem titled: The Truth Died Yesterday

The children are covered
with scabs upon scabs.
But where's the moms and dads?

They're hiding in the closets
where they kicked out the faggots.
Now they're no better
than the flies or the maggots
that nibble at their souls.
Their hearts are empty holes.

Hypocrites-
that is what they are.
False lights within the dark.

They're sitting behind...
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\"Boil\" by Angel Renee aka Stixx

I watch our love
dissipate
like vapor rising
over a boiling pot of water.
I watch my heart
break
like a bride who was left
standing at the altar.
I feel our world
crush
like a pill being pounded
by a mortar and pestle.
I hear your words
hush
like a poet whose expressions
agonize and wrestle.
I sense...
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