Well lemmie see. I worte my father a fairly basic, open letter expressing my interest to get in touch and just to get to know him a little. hope that goes well.
Work has been really nice. Working 3-11 is great right now. Keeps me busy, and i am the sr staff member in the evenings. I like that. My boss is getting along great and the nurses are happy i am on that shift. feels good to be appreciated.
Have been doing alot of soul searching on what the nature of feelings are and their purpose. And that makes me reflect on the question "is purpose necessary?"
Well necessary or not struggling with feelings lately has been at times shitty, but i am feeling so much more alive. I dont think i will ever allow myself to ignore them and stay in a relationship that numbs them,nor will i ever take any antidepressant. I started working out and that is better than paxil ever was. Not to mention i am getting that sex drive back, WOOHOO!!!
Work has been really nice. Working 3-11 is great right now. Keeps me busy, and i am the sr staff member in the evenings. I like that. My boss is getting along great and the nurses are happy i am on that shift. feels good to be appreciated.
Have been doing alot of soul searching on what the nature of feelings are and their purpose. And that makes me reflect on the question "is purpose necessary?"
Well necessary or not struggling with feelings lately has been at times shitty, but i am feeling so much more alive. I dont think i will ever allow myself to ignore them and stay in a relationship that numbs them,nor will i ever take any antidepressant. I started working out and that is better than paxil ever was. Not to mention i am getting that sex drive back, WOOHOO!!!
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Hey deep-thinker, time to spend some time not thinking.