stinkerbell

My teeth are getting better just there is a lot of sore spots! I will be happy to eat something other than soft foods and fries. I am so wanting a steak or something...

Well, as I write this, my neice Cindy is now a married woman. My sister Kathy is most likely being soothed by her husband that really everything is going to be all right. My name will be only mention in whispers and never around her because I did not go to the wedding. My reason was the teeth. Emergency oral surgery and all. But the truth of the matter is though the teeth were a factor, the reason I didnt go was because I really did not want to go nor did I want to deal with my family.

Dont get me wrong, I love them, but in the same respect, they are expecting me to be someone I am not. They would not understand and would be hurt if I told them who I really am. I mean we were all raised strict Roman Catholic in the same house, with the same parents and we are all so diffferent. Espically me. I believe things are -- I dont know -- not what they seem. I want to be ok with my life is not what they want. It is hard. I am really rambling here.... damn the pain meds.

I need to rest and start writing more.