stinkerbell

So, yesterday when I was cleaning the house I came across my wedding pictures. . It was such a magical day. A fairy tale come true. It could have been a nightmare since we planned most of it when we were in California before we moved here. We had friends here who were helping us.

I used to not be able to look at my wedding pictures. Because the couple that was our Best Man and Maid of Honor are not our friends anymore. Long story and not one I wish to go into. Lets just say, my beloved was hurt so bad and I was shattered that looking at them made my heart break all over again. I really dont know what happen I just know one day we were the best of friends and the next day, we were told in short to fuck off and die. Then there was nasty rumors afterwards. I mean I think I can forgive a lot of things but the things that were said. The intimate secrets that we shared and the lies told to us and about us has basically ruined any chance of us ever being friends again. This saddens me because my hubby and the best man were such good friends and they liked hanging out together. However, I know if they were to hang out, I would have to be near her and I dont want to be near her. So, my husband suffers. This pisses me off. In the end it is all for the best but it still hurts.

I looked at our wedding pictures today and things are so much better now I mean I dont think of the pain that I feel but the happiness of that day. It was a fairy tale. I married the man of my dreams. I had the perfect wedding and I had the perfect reception. There was so much love in the air today. It was perfect. I am thankful for K,E,M and D for all the hard work they did. It will be always something that I will be thankful for.

Irish and I have been married almost 3 years. He is great. He is so loving and goofy. How did I get so lucky