stingray

FUCK:
I truly, really, badly, want to say just fuck today, its been the kind of day where everything has sucked a bit, had a million argues and things to decode from others and myself today...its been the kind of day where you only wish to get to bed as soon as possible and relax with the sound of not speaking/listening any longer
it reminds me of an R.E.M song called "its been a bad day" ...and yeah. we HAVE bad days, we have the kind of days where we want everyone else to dig a hole and bury themselves or even worse, bury yourself alive!
im usually a very very optimist happy human being but also a very sentimental person i should say, and for that matter i just think its so unfair when i absorve peoples bad mood and all their shit seems to come through me and knock me dead sometimes!
fuck it all for today