i hate sundays, so depressing cuz you know you have a shitload to do before going back to school...boo.
however i did have a pretty rad effing night last night. hooray for frat parties and strange awesome guys who pierce people. ALSO i met THE hottest guy every. asian with a mohawk...mmmm.
sox won again!!! although i would feel better if i felt like they deserved it...the angels are getting assfucked on calls. royally assfucked. podsednik should've been called out twice, the one guy's bat hit the catcher's glove, there was that third strike controversy...they're just very frustrating losses....although....i don't think ALL of the bad calls could've led to a 3-1 winning streak, OR an 8-2 victory...so oh well.
wow...it's amazing the memories my first sober drag of a marlboro mild incites. smoking in derek's car...the perpetuation of fucked up relationships...the first time i saw him blow smoke out his nose and i knew i was in love...it kind of makes me feel guilty, smoking again...i've come so far since those days and yet i can't let go of one thing that drags me back. i swear i will quit one day. i won't have a single cigarette after i graduate. i miss my bed, my home, my kitty, my boyfriend...i love meeting all these new people but...without that feeling of being safe and secure and home, it just means so much less. i'm not unhappy. i'm feeling good about things. i just can't wait for the future. i love moving on...in any sense. i'm such a strange little female...
Random Stina Fact: i'm OBSESSED with baking.
however i did have a pretty rad effing night last night. hooray for frat parties and strange awesome guys who pierce people. ALSO i met THE hottest guy every. asian with a mohawk...mmmm.
sox won again!!! although i would feel better if i felt like they deserved it...the angels are getting assfucked on calls. royally assfucked. podsednik should've been called out twice, the one guy's bat hit the catcher's glove, there was that third strike controversy...they're just very frustrating losses....although....i don't think ALL of the bad calls could've led to a 3-1 winning streak, OR an 8-2 victory...so oh well.
wow...it's amazing the memories my first sober drag of a marlboro mild incites. smoking in derek's car...the perpetuation of fucked up relationships...the first time i saw him blow smoke out his nose and i knew i was in love...it kind of makes me feel guilty, smoking again...i've come so far since those days and yet i can't let go of one thing that drags me back. i swear i will quit one day. i won't have a single cigarette after i graduate. i miss my bed, my home, my kitty, my boyfriend...i love meeting all these new people but...without that feeling of being safe and secure and home, it just means so much less. i'm not unhappy. i'm feeling good about things. i just can't wait for the future. i love moving on...in any sense. i'm such a strange little female...
Random Stina Fact: i'm OBSESSED with baking.
take care.