stina

My friend, Al, is always talking about spitting hot fire. Honestly, this is a pretty perfect description for him. He's always fired up and spewing rage and piss with a little mix of his beliefs and love. Hes a passionate person, but in love and hate. Generally speaking, I don't know anyone else the term "spitting hot fire" could possibly apply to. I mean, most people if they get pissed, they may grumble or fume, complain or be bitter. But they don't really have the same feist that Al has. Which is probably good, really good. Anyway, my close friend has been spitting hot fire the past couple weeks. He's normally a really relaxed person, but lately he gets all fired up. I'm slightly concerned about him because i don't think it's his nature. It's difficult to know what to do or say o help a friend out of a tight spot, and I strongly dislike seeing friends suffer when i can't offer anything to make them feel better. I'm a doer. If there's a problem, I like to fix it. I don't like to sit around thinking about the problem and getting mad. So It's hard to be in a situation when there is no solution.

On another note..
I'm trying to put together another art show. Art shows are not my special skill. I'm too busy and too many artists are wishy washy. I've had a couple space out and kinda disappear when i was counting on them. I had one have a hissy because the set up of our Tattoo shop wasn't gallery level. And I've had a couple who kinda expect me to do everything for them. I guess i hate it. I love having cool art up on display, and a ton of people comment on how great it is. But no one is really buying it, and I'm not certain the artists have prints or anything. So I think I'm goign to turn it over to my friend who, after this next show, will probably do the art shows for a while. If he quits I'll but prints and give up. I had a lot of high hopes and was excited about it at first.. but that was when I thought it involved me asking artists to display their work and them displaying it. I guess nothing is easy ha ha.
But I am really excited about the show that i'm working on now. As of right now, I have 4 artists and I like all of their work. Super talented people.

So.. I got pissy the other night and just hacked chunks of my bangs off. I think they poked me in the eye one too many times. So I probably look like my mom cut my hair. She used to use this pink tape that was supposed to make it even. What a load of shit. Those haircuts were child abuse.. in the mental way. There's only so many times a 12 year old can hear about her bangs being an inch different before she has a breakdown haha.